this is so embarrassing so I can’t think about what I’m really writing or use punctuation but is there a person, or maybe people, that you follow on the internet just because you are so jealous of their lives it actually PAINS you?
(I KNOW.) There is this one chick who dates this man I used to have a crush on. And seriously? She was featured on the Urban Outfitters blog (yeah who the fuck knew THAT existed) as a “cool girl” and has been in a handful of music videos. Her and her boyfriend seem to do a lot of traveling without having real jobs. She has a really nice wardrobe. And hair. And like, is regular enough that she’s not a Kim Kardashian, but still like, could be me, but is totally Reaganing the world according to her twitter feed.
Is this real life?
Is there a word for this?
If someone just read my blog without knowing me, they’d think I’m a real schmuck. Like a depressed, weird, lonely person who hates their job and has bad hygiene. (This is all sort of true.) But I have friends, a career (lol) nice family, I can cook a mean lasagna I am fun? I guess? Sure. People tell me that all the time. I’m not a total mutant on the outside, and I tend to keep my worst tendencies inside (unhealthy?) and like, limit my neuroses to this blog.
*ed. note-I’m pretty happy. I swear. Even typing those words out loud makes it seem like I am overcompensating, but I mean, really I am. I’m just avoiding doing all the work I need to do and took a stalker break. I mean, coffee break. Pizza Break. I forgot this girl even existed until I had a memory from New Orleans and one thing led to another…and down the rabbit hole we go.
**I have a pen stuck in between my neck and chin that’s been residing there for like a good 15 minute and I keep reaching at it and thinking I’m wearing a plastic necklace, but nope it’s just there for note taking. No necklace, no notes either though. GET TO WORK DIGGIE.
*** I call everyone that lives in my house “diggie.” Still trying to figure out how I came up with this name.
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