Disturb The Universe

Today is a really nice day if only because I’m organizing my closet and only have 134 pages to read in the next two days. 

I don’t understand football.  I’m not saying I hate it, I just don’t understand football, America, conventional ideas of fun, most humans, myself, why certain people bother me more than others, why I have to wake up super early every day, how I’m 27 and feel really confused about what I want out of life, how someone like me is supposed to handle other humans without drinking alcohol, what Occupy Wall Street really is about, do I care about it, why Border’s went out of business because it was always where I stopped to use the bathroom in certain neighborhoods. 

This is a post about how I laid on my bed and cried while listening to Clarity by Jimmy Eat World this afternoon while organizing my closet.