January 2010
27 posts
your ex lover is dead
not really. i’m working on writing a musical with my ex boyfriend based on the bachelor. this isn’t a joke either.
we always talked about writing a musical when we were together, he’s pretty talented. i’m not but he has a substantial fanbase because he’s dedicated to his craft and people have taken note. he’s actually incredibly gifted but not because he...
destination ursa major
Let’s talk about time for a short minute.
(think about how that sentence sounds)
The short minute is finished? Depending on when you started timing. What a waste to focus all of your energy on something that isn’t deserving. But, for months I’ve pushed forward and onward in hopes that one day I’d wake up and see what I wanted. Because waiting on something is more...
i can only write a tumblr post on the weekends
or something? I usually sit down and write them on a Saturday.
Few things in life have provided me with the pure bliss his presence gives me. Too bad he is 34 years older then me. It could get weird. an idea or concept that shakes one’s previously held beliefs or assumptions about the nature of reality.
That’s you berg. That’s you.
Arthur Schopenhauer explains why I'm single?
A number of porcupines huddled together for warmth on a cold day in winter; but, as they began to prick one another with their quills, they were obliged to disperse. However the cold drove them together again, when just the same thing happened. At last, after many turns of huddling and dispersing, they discovered that they would be best off by remaining at a little distance from one another. In...
my shrink
me: “well..don’t you think he’s just….charming…”
my best friend (who also sees him)
“don’t say charming when you really mean attractive.”
me: “um…charismatic?”
her: “no. i think the fact you’re attracted to him is weird”
me: “I am NOT.”
I totally am. I should not be allowed to be a...
singing this is nice
I will never love you more than the drummer of flaming lips I will never love you more than Woody Allen movies I will never love you more than the White album of the Beatles I will never love you more than God only knows I will never love you more than DVD’s night with my girlfriend And we talk about stupid things like feelings and men I will never love you more than my boyfriend when...
swallow my fears
I SHOULD’VE LEFT YOUR ASS A THOUSAND TIMES!!!!!!!!
Not Gon Cry.
being unhappy is so much more fun to listen to then happiness. does this make me fucked up?
I was your lover and your secretary. (how does she manage to make secretary sound like that? it’s like one syllable when she pronounces it. when i say it, there’s at least 4)
Sorry, her birthday was yesterday and I just...
well okay then
warmgun:
seriouslythough:scenes-from-my-hood:
i’d like to tell you a little about love and vulnerability and real life.
i’m not an expert, but i’m a member of all three clubs.
i read a lot of people’s writing.
i read books as if i’m starved for them.
i read blogs, the peering through the cracks into people’s lives.
i do know that people write what they want to share. and that is not...
stars align
I’m about as loopy as you possibly can get, like horrorscopes and fourth dimension, and not because MGMT wrote a song about it, but like i really do believe in all of it, not even playin.
And I wanna get my palms read but like, if it’s good I’ll be stoked and if it’s bad I’ll fall into a deep depression and either way, depending on my MOOD i’ll read into it as...
“You don’t have to be overly macho. You don’t have to be over-complimentary. Gain...”
– from this recording
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whydoihaveablog:
I post this song maybe every 6...
tuneage:
Daniel Johnston - “Living Life”
This...
tuneage:
fun. - “Light A Roman Candle With...
tuneage:
St. Vincent - “The Party”
I sit...
“I always had one foot out the door, and that prevented me from doing a lot of...”
oh, and yea
I know I’m only 25, but come on could I please learn how to date/be interested/fall into lust with someone without completely losing all sense of who I am, what I like, and learn how to just BE.
chillscene, chillscene
Amare et sapere vix deo conceditur
I just stood up to dance because I haven’t been moving enough lately and in my haste I hit my elbow off of the wall and maybe it was the sting of my elbow or the rush of blood to my head but all the sudden, I had the urge to fall forward onto my bed. My eyes were shut and even if they weren’t, my bed covers would quickly have rendered my vision, but all the sudden I felt a darkness coming over...
“thats the definition of being not haunted, by the way: being able to live in the...”
– from “lost” by gregory maguire.
and yeah i get it. its a cheesy stupid quote about being haunted etc etc. dont worry. im not turning into a darker version of my 19 year old self.
this just seems really RELEVANT to me right now.
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